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Sunday, June 18th, 2006
1:26 am

current mood: amused

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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
7:58 pm
i haven't been doing to well. but you guys already know that.

the only good thing is angel... yes, angel.

shut up :)

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Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
6:13 am
im emotionally exhausted...

i needed it... but i dont know how long it will take me to go to lunch now because i will be expecting him to waddle up and cock his head.

i miss you mike. i miss you like crazy.

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Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
6:21 am
"Was It A Dream?"

If this is where I'll hide
It was built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I want still stays the same
And I know what I should do
Is understand myself
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
Your reflection I've erased
Like a thousand guns I asked today
Believe me when I say goodbye forever
Is for good
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
(A photograph of you and I)
Was it a dream?
Was it a dream?
Is this the only evidence that proves
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I
A photograph of you and I

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Monday, October 31st, 2005
5:49 am
its these rare occasions of reality that make you scared shitless. its the little things that are huge and make you think about everything. its that smile of pure joy that makes you cry all over again. its hearing his voice in your head and thinking it will never be more than a memory. its remembering what his hand felt like in yours and how he would joke about everything just to make you smile... its how he would get hyped up on caffene pills and god knows what and be hillarious. its how he thought he knew spainsh so well he programmed his phone to spanish... its how he skipped class one day and told miss hoyos, "mi abuela es muerte" and i gave him the idea. its how if you said something to him that ws mean he would quiver his chin and fake cry. its how his toes hung off of his worn out flip flops and how he played with everyones hair and made braids. its how he looked at you and your heart melt, you had to smile. its how he and i would make perfect actors in a love scene and freak everyone out around us. its how he won biggest flirt and was excited to sound slutty. its how he hit nahashis car and drove away with chia in tow and i was the only one who saw it. its how he came in late to the USF meeting and something wasnt right. its how i squeezed his arm on friday and he kept walking. its how at lunch on friday we were all laughing about his accident. its how he got all giddy around lynn and would tell me how much he liked her and how excited he got around her. its how he looked like the monopoly man because when he went to buzz his hair- he forgot the piece.

its remembering him and bring a sad smile to my face...

I love you MIKE comma GREEN

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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
12:44 pm
i went to the doctors yesterday... i think my doc said i have this hypertension thing and i have to go to the doctor in one week. preeeetty scary.

When you have high blood pressure, or hypertension, the force of blood against your artery walls is too strong. High blood pressure can damage your arteries, heart, and kidneys, and lead to atherosclerosis and stroke. Hypertension is called a "silent killer'' because it does not cause symptoms unless it is severely high and, without your knowing it, causes major organ damage if not treated.

i have to also go get my thyroid tested... im scared. im scared i may have this...Hyperthyroidism is a condition in which the thyroid gland produces too much thyroid hormone. Excess thyroid hormone can cause symptoms such as fatigue, weight loss, increased heart rate, heat intolerance, sweating, irritability, anxiety, muscle weakness, and thyroid enlargement

current mood: indifferent

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12:21 pm
i just went to a funeral.

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Saturday, October 1st, 2005
10:09 am
beach blast!

thats right murray... another pointless entry.

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Friday, September 30th, 2005
5:31 pm
sometimes my life just flat-out sucks. other times it couldnt get any better.

right now... im more towards the good one.

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Thursday, September 29th, 2005
5:16 pm
im excited about this weekend... and tomorrow... and not about monday and ms camps exam.

ms hoyos can suck my inverted weiner. a.k.a vagina!

im cute... end of story... haha.

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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
10:13 pm
i am single therefore i am not attached.

it has nothing and everything to do with you.

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7:32 pm
it makes me feel special when someone calls me.

it lets me know they are thinking about me and they just have to call me right then and there...

im liked.

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6:25 pm
saturday is going to be soooo fun.

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Monday, September 26th, 2005
7:42 pm
i think this week is a cheek biter

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Sunday, September 25th, 2005
5:49 pm
brad doesnt deserve anything.

who cares how long they were married... it was just a series of unfortunate events.

my step mom is wrong... he doesnt deserve anything.

im on your side.

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11:36 am
i finished the paper and i just have to type it... i guess it was easy for me to write about sex... its such a funny subject.

this week better go by fast... i am looking forward to friday and saturday. except for the fact that we have day 1 of exams on friday... at least its a half day. then i go to the game in seminole and my sister is comming -.- then saturday is the beach blast.

i get paid 2 times this week and i think my paycheck is mentally spent. i have to get a birthday present for my dad who is turning 37, i have to get a few clothing items, and then the usual crap like football tickets, a dixie hoodie since ima loser..., maybe next payday will be smoother since i am going wacky this time. grr- i hate being poor even after i get my paycheck.

poor murray is all sore for an unknown reason... dun dun dun. i talked with shawn a bit last night but i think he was doing something else too.

im wearing my wendys shirt today... might as well wear it since i own it now.

current mood: nostalgic

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Saturday, September 24th, 2005
1:02 pm
project on sex is in the works...

i made the decision that im driving to seminole for the next game... and im going to senior beach blast.

current mood: devious

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Friday, September 23rd, 2005
10:50 pm
good game

we lost... 14-30... impressive since we got all 14 points in the last 2 minutes.

however, it was after the game that i believe I won.

current mood: chipper

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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
7:50 pm






current mood: content

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Wednesday, September 21st, 2005
6:06 am
pizza hot pocket for breakfast- who could ask for more?

i JUST burned my fucking lip! :( stupid hot pocket... being all hot.

im joining soccer... now i can be skinny. i just have to go to the doctor... hopefully they say im healthy enough to play.

hopefully everything works out to my advantage, i need this.

current mood: anxious

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